i freaking love hainanese steamboat. minus the soya sauce overkill. :) i love love love family dinners and by family i mean the bunch of sweetie pies i've grown to love and adore...druey and wei, dunes and wakey and ann..i don't know what to say really but thank you for everything. its been a terrific past month with all the shopping trips and late nights and bitching i mean talking sessions and i promise i'll suck it up this time and not be the pussy i was the last time.

tommorow is probably going to be pretty damn hectic with getting packed and sorted out and praying about my freaking visa which still has not arrived (yes, i'm booked to leave on friday), and collecting things for twinnie (will call your mom tommorow, sorry, lazy to reply email..will email before i leave to comfirm flight details though), and hopefully meeting up with huney before i go. my poor huney. i so miss my huney :(

and P.S, what happened to asking for permission to link someone? but then again, there have been stranger things. this one is just plain stupid.

when life gives you lemons, make lemonade

i could think of a couple people i'm truly worried for right now. well, mostly just this one person and only just because she's so freaking emotionally fragile and i hate seeing how i can do absolutely nothing for her. she's so outwardly strong sometimes its so hard to tell whats going on inside. i've said this before and i'll say it again.. i really worry for you and in my heart of hearts, i just know you'll get through this alright, cos you're you and you really are just above everything.

on another depressing note, i so dont want to leave this place. well at least i know in melbourne i'll be around great people and my twin and not to mention the whole sydney mardi gras thing is really exciting for me. i'm just excited to be there and party with them all and celebrate wei's birthday like how birthdays are meant to be celebrated..well thats if i get to melbourne by this month. fat lot of good it would be to reach melbourne on say the 3rd or 4th of march then drive/fly to sydney on the 5th would it? yes, yes, i know, who's fault is it? mine, mine, just me and my own bloody procrastinating fault.

ps i really dig that new maroon 5 song leh. like REALLY.